A Letter for Men


Succubus visitor

I had sex with a succubus once, I was awake for it and I wanted it. I was in my room masturbating when I felt a presence come in. in my heat, I told it to come over. It caressed me all over and felt like I was floating, though I was on my bed. with out even touching my member the spirit made me finish…. at which point I was weirded out and told it to leave, but I had this feeling of knowing it was trying to tell me it wanted to stay because it liked me. we did it several times untill it went it’s own way.

Angelic Visitor?

This happened to me last night, and being spiritual in nature, its worth recording.

Last night I was in my bed. I couldnt sleep because I had this anger over absolutely everything and anything for no reason, which is weird for me as I’m never angry…. but it felt like a calming presence sat beside me. (I even felt the bed sink). And a felt like it either sucked the anger out of me or it pushed something pleasant into me. -I cant rightly say which maybe both at the same time. But I just wasnt angry anymore and became tired. Was it an angel casting out a demon? Who knows. But I feel much better today then yesterday.

Reviewing my road to christ

Most of my readers are probably not aware about my testimony “My Road To Christ“. It was the very first post I wrote here on this site – and that was several years ago. I remember when I wrote it – I did so, more for myself – So that, I wouldn’t forget all these finer details. I attempted to look past all the typos and grammar errors of which I’m slightly tempted to go through… and it would seem, I was successful in preserving the memory of it all.

Yet, my life has become so much more mundane now – I almost cant believe this article myself… Even sitting here, reading it, recollecting the images of the memory in my mind as they are written… Somehow all of this seems so distant to me- as if it’s entirely another person….

I just find that feeling quite a bit unexpected.

Today I am a father, my son is 3 years old and beginning to be able to have conversations when he talks. Lately I’ve been teaching him a little about angels and demons, and over all the material I’m reviewing with him – I nearly forgot my very own experiences with them. Honestly mine is quite a bit better then all this shallow/detached stuff I’ve seen on youtube and picture books. “Angels caught on camera”, “Angle appearing in sky”, “Angel hierarchy”, “Little Golden Book of Angels” – blah blah blah… I look forward to the day I can explain to him my rather more real, abstract and even life threatening encounters.

I think what im trying to say is, im reading this in a very different light then when I wrote it. I am more informed and matured as a Christian now – and I suppose it’s to be expected. I feel like I learned something from my own writing, and that is; Angels truly are everywhere – and my entire life is a testament to that fact. Paul wrote: “For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places”. Eph 6:12… I myself have seen it first hand, atleast just a glimmer. yet from that glimmer and from what I’ve read (in scripture and the book of Enoch) I feel like I understand how the world works and what were really doing here.

So I have a lot of thoughts and feelings from this article. Honestly I’m glad to have had time to go over it after all these years. It’s always had a great reader response every time I shared it – and now that I’ve actually read it, in a new light, I think I can see maybe why.


Georgian Recipes

Matsoni (Georgian: მაწონი) is a fermented milk product very similar to yogurt. It is smooth and creamy with a mild, slightly tart flavor. Popular in Georgia and throughout the Caucasus region it is rich in mineral content, protein and calcium and renowned for its health giving properties. In this recipe we show how to make a cold ‘soup’ made with matsoni flavored with herbs, garlic and peppers.

Cold Matsoni Soup

Ingredients: 500 grams of matsoni, 1-2 hot green peppers, 50 grams of fresh green coriander, 3-4 cloves of garlic, half a tsp of black pepper, 200 ml of cooled, boiled water, and salt (amount dependent upon personal preference).

Ingredients for cold matsoni soup

Preparation: Finely chop the coriander and green peppers. Add to a mortar with a pinch of salt and a half tsp of black pepper. Crush together with the garlic cloves.

Crushing Garlic and Herbs

Add the matsoni to a mixing bowl. Add the crushed coriander mixture to…

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Georgian Recipes

Churchkhela (Georgian:  ჩურჩხელა) is a traditional sausage-shaped candy made by repeatedly dipping a long string of nuts in tatara – a mixture of flour, sugar and Badagi (concentrated fresh grape juice). Georgians usually make Churchkhela in the Autumn when grapes and nuts are harvested. Churchkhela can also be made with dried fruit (such as peach, apple or plum) and pumpkin seeds.

Churchkhela in Market

In this recipe we show how to make churchkhela with walnuts and also with hazelnuts. The quantities of nuts are sufficient to make 4 churchkhelas with walnuts and 4 churchkhelas with hazelnuts.

Ingredients: 50 walnuts, up to 100 hazelnuts, 1.5 liters of badagi (click here for a step-by-step recipe), 300 grams of flour and 3 tbs of sugar. The quantities for badagi, flour and sugar are enough for one coating of the nuts. The nuts will require at least two coatings (see note at the end of the…

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Georgian Recipes

Ajapsandali (Georgian: აჯაფსანდალი) is a Georgian vegetarian dish popular as a family meal.

Ingredients (for 5 servings): 500 grams of potatoes, 600 grams of eggplant (aubergine), 2 large tomatoes, 1 tablespoon of tomato puree, 2 large white onions, 3 green onions, 3 bay leaves, 2 green peppers, 2 red sweet peppers, 3 cloves of garlic, pinch of dry coriander, pinch of red ground pepper, pinch of black ground pepper, a pinch of salt and 50 grams of oil.

Preparation: Remove skin from the tomatoes, peel potatoes and chop all vegetables as shown in the photograph below. Add 3 tablespoons of water to the tomato puree and mix.

Put the chopped potatoes, chopped onion, chopped eggplant and 3 bay leaves into a large pan and then add oil. Putting oil in last helps to ensure coverage.

Cover the pan and cook on a medium heat, stirring several times until the vegetables become soft.

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Facebook Dream came true.

Have you ever had a dream the predicted something random in youre own future.. but forgot all about it, and when it came true it took a few minutes to hit you like lighting like omg.. “i remember that dream”.. i just had such a thing and it was something very random, and it had to do with something on facbook.

My Baptism

So while I was at this beach outside of Tampa, Fl I met a strange man playing the ukele… He looked rough and homeless, so I asked him; do you need any food…. He aaked me; why do you assume I’m homeless?

I have Christ and with this view everyday I am wealthier then Kings. The ocean gives me everything I need, and I have want for nothing… How then with such fulfillment can I be homeless. God is my home.

The man began to play his ukele singing a joyful song about god creating Florida. Intermittently stopping to preach seemingly whatever random thing came to his mind.. and I was bewilderd but he was clearly a prophet but I listened and enjoyed everything he had to say. But his words were true, he was a complete genius yet perhaps crazy.. a Prophet to be sure

Then he told me, the holy spirit is so strong in me, yet I have never been baptized…. (Which is true, but I never told him or really anyone that)…. Then he asked if I would like to be baptized by him..

and now I am finally baptised by a proper prophet of the Lord 😀

I do not believe I fear death

Well im not there yet, but in some ways I hate this world so much I think I would see it as a release from my comfortable prison. In other ways, there are so much I still have to do, I’d hate to leave just now. I live for my son now, and I am sorely afraid for his future in this hell and he needs so much preparation and strength. I live to build him a worthy legacy, so he can take care of himself, hopefully even in the darkest times. I’m not entirely sure what I am doing, but I know to die tomorrow would throw all that I’ve done so far away.

if the police came tomorrow to bring me to an execution, I suppose I wouldn’t have much choice then. And In my death he would know all i’ve taught him about government was true. I suppose they would have to kill him too. Something tells me they wouldn’t as there is age limits on death penalties, and therefore I wouldn’t worry at all about him. With any luck he would find the underground resistance movement and grow up learning how to avenge my death. I know in such a case I would only die for God. And I know he promises me the greatest riches in heaven for such a death. I would consider it an honor and aspiration…… Yet stepping back I realize what a grim thought all of that is indeed. 😛

I am just ranting really, but I think im less afraid of death then I am afraid of it. I guess when actually faced with it I may move further off the fence one way or another. Better it be in Gods name then an old man sick with Alzheimer’s. Come quickly oh lord.


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