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My Baptism

So while I was at this beach outside of Tampa, Fl I met a strange man playing the ukele… He looked rough and homeless, so I asked him; do you need any food…. He aaked me; why do you assume I’m homeless?

I have Christ and with this view everyday I am wealthier then Kings. The ocean gives me everything I need, and I have want for nothing… How then with such fulfillment can I be homeless. God is my home.

The man began to play his ukele singing a joyful song about god creating Florida. Intermittently stopping to preach seemingly whatever random thing came to his mind.. and I was bewilderd but he was clearly a prophet but I listened and enjoyed everything he had to say. But his words were true, he was a complete genius yet perhaps crazy.. a Prophet to be sure

Then he told me, the holy spirit is so strong in me, yet I have never been baptized…. (Which is true, but I never told him or really anyone that)…. Then he asked if I would like to be baptized by him..

and now I am finally baptised by a proper prophet of the Lord 😀

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Government Works to God’s Purpose

 

        The featured image at the top of this article is a well known painting of the tower of Babel. This is the seed of the idea that we humans need social organization. Here is where Genesis records the first ever government established by Nimrod.  As scripture tells us, the aim to build the tower was for him to make a name for himself and to place his throne next to the most high God. Not only did Nimrod blatantly rally the descendants of Noah to disobey God’s commands to spread out and multiply. He pushed them further to build this tower matching his level of arrogance towards God. Most of us know this story, but something seldom understood is this is where just the concept of ‘government’ began and spread out through out all the world. This article can begin with no other reminder, and we shouldn’t be surprised to see through all history the fruits of man made government has always been aweful. 

I am sure every Christian is familiar with scriptures end time prophecy in one interpretation or another (preterist’s please review 2 Peter 3: 3-7) – and so to recap I will only highlight the part in the end when Jesus returns, abolishes all nations and establishes his kingdom. Daniel the prophet saw this in his interpretation of Nebuchadnezzar’s dream, but this fact is reiterated by nearly all of the bibles prophets onward to Revelation. The fact is, Government has a purpose and yes of course it works to Gods purpose, but it’s purpose is only to be abolished. To anyone who has read revelation, the struggle government puts on Christian’s is uncompromisingly horrific –  Equally is it’s destruction. and so just to recap:

“And in the days of those kings the God of heaven will set up a kingdom that shall never be destroyed, nor shall the kingdom be left to another people. It shall break in pieces all these kingdoms and bring them to an end, and it shall stand forever, 45 just as you saw that a stone was cut from a mountain by no human hand, and that it broke in pieces the iron, the bronze, the clay, the silver, and the gold. A great God has made known to the king what shall be after this. The dream is certain, and its interpretation sure.” Daniel 2:44-45 esv

If we know governments origin and future, Why then do all Christians know this, yet so many cling to government so earnestly? If we should tell ourselves; “Even Government Works to Gods Purpose”, why then do none of us praise and give thanks to the Roman soldiers for nailing Jesus to the cross? 

It’s time to think and get real about our Faith!

I believe many of us are simply blinded, and we genuinely have not put the pieces together of things we already know because we’ve been doped by patriotism. It is for those majority in this category  why I write this in love. Though I make no apologies for asking you to choose between your God or your country. The only patriotism you should have is your citizenship to the kingdom of God.

What need I explain to you anything other then what God himself explains?

But our citizenship is in heaven, and from it we await a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ,” – Philippians 3:20 “So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God” – Ephesians 2:19 “They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world.” John 17:16

And Just one more verse of many more unmentioned:

“Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”– Revelation 21: 1-27

We are literal “citizens” of Christ’s kingdom! Not America, Not Uganda, Not Italy, Nor Britain or any other nation on earth at past or present time do we Christians owe allegiance. And If I may stretch your understanding further, I ask you to examine the definition of the word ‘Nation’;Untitled

Ask yourself; Are we Christians united, throughout the world, by common History, and Culture many/most Descent? What if I told you WE are a growing nation that has been building up since Christ? Christ told us this:

“…The kingdom of heaven is like a grain of mustard seed that a man took and sowed in his field. It is the smallest of all seeds, but when it has grown it is larger than all the garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds of the air come and make nests in its branches.” Matthew 13: 31-32

Jesus is the seed of that mustard tree!! This is not just a flowery metaphor with this fictional lala land ‘Kingdom of God’. NO, This is a legitimate kingdom, here on earth right here and now and for the past 2000 years…. It is time we got with the program!!!

WE are citizens of America, in the same way the tribal Israelites were ‘citizens’ of Egypt. WE are citizens of America, in the same way the Israelites were ‘citizens’ of Babylon in the time of Daniel. We are here in America, born here even, but we are not American. Every time we ask God to ‘Bless America’ – we express our ignorance of our own faith in Christ – Some I would say blatantly reject him with this saying. [Though of course this statement extends to any other nation, not just America]

America is a Christian Nation

We are constantly told we are a Christian nation, yet when asking someone simply “Why”, reveals a slew of strawmen, justifications, things that make no sense, and something George Washington did. The thing is, Jesus told us to judge all things by it’s fruit – Whatever the intentions the founding fathers had, Today’s America is the fruit of their works in creating this nation. Democrat or Republican or other, You can not stand there and tell me this country is not in a constant state of confusion and disarray. Further, America (born in blood shed) has been at war since it’s founding 242 years ago – yet we are asked to believe the ‘prince of peace’ in someway considers this his favorite country.

Republicans, I feel more compelled to assure you by no means could anyone consider me ‘Liberal’, though I know for you this is a hard pill to swallow. The fact is this is not a Christian nation, it is like any other nation. It, taxes, regulates all aspect of our lives and involves itself in wars – lately of which has nothing to even do with us. How can this be a Christian nation when Jesus himself says;

“You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. But I say to you, Do not resist the one who is evil. But if anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if anyone would sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well. And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. Give to the one who begs from you, and do not refuse the one who would borrow from you. You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. or if you love those who love you, what reward do you have? Do not even the tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your brothers, what more are you doing than others? Do not even the Gentiles do the same? You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect”.Matthew 5: 38-48

I hear the excuses; “Every nation in the world has wars” – To which is exactly what would be my point. We are asked to be in the world but not of the world and not follow the ways of the world. If this is a Christian nation – it must be held to a Christian standard and christs commands. Whether the founders intended it to govern under Christian ideals, the fact is this government is secular and indifferent to religion. The only thing Conservatives often tell me in this regard, is the road to hell has been paved with good intentions. All the same it is the road to hell and you are on it with this ungodly patriotism.

Closing

in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience— among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. – Ephesians 2:2-3

As Proverbs tells us, Do not put your faith in princes, there is no help there. As Jesus tells us, solve your disputes first among each other, if unsuccessful then take it to the church and not the secular courts of which God does not dwell. Know that all things are spiritual and a fight between powers and principalities. Trust in God, take comfort only in him.

I can tell you nothing but what scripture already tells you. I can only put the pieces together of things you already know. If sin is the natural persons heart, and even after salvation people sin – How then can we trust other people to rule over us? And by what authority do they rule, other then by other sinners? We build our society as the blind leading the blind – (Though I am confident politicians tend to be the most blind). God is the only one sovereign, and he has appointed only his son to rule over us as no one else is worthy. Any ‘government’ we create for ourselves can only be corrupted by our own sins. How we live in a world where we are forced to be subject to government, I think is another article thats pending. this article is simply a wake up call.

 

Romans 13

Romans 13 has to be the most misused passage in the bible.

Romans 13 is NOT an exclusive license for the government to do whatever it pleases. It is not a universal endorsement by God of all the evil government does. And further, it doesnt even tell you that you cannot speak out against the government, nor that you cannot disobey it.

God explicitly said government is a REJECTION of Him. It isnt good; its evil.

The only thing Romans 13 does, is tell you to act like a Christian in the same manner we are told countless times.

“If someone strikes you, turn the other cheek”
“If someone takes your tunic, give to him your cloak also”

This isnt an endorsement of the theif, or the assaulter, it merely tells Christians to endure WRONG and EVIL actions, knowing that their Creator will repay, and knowing that they are foreigners in this land, and just passing through.

HEGELIAN WITCHCRAFT- is the global foundation of mainstream propagandas.

FALSE LIGHT- sounds REAL, looks REAL, and feels REAL.

“Just tell the Christian that their depression is from an outside & “scientific” source; one that they have no control over!”

False light and Luciferean religion is so prevalent in this late time, that it affects EVERYONE!

The Globatlist Elite have round table discussions, specific to assaulting Christianity.

The CFR- The Counsil of Foreign Relations, is simply a front group infrastructure of the presidential Skull & Crossbones 322 {Satantist who mock Genesis 3:22}. The CFR is inclusive of prominent world religious leaders, elite entertainers, and so-called conservative politicians. The foremost focus, is assaulting THE FAITH of The Biblical Christ!
It’s end-goal is to remove the perceptions of individuality, loyalty, and Biblical Foundations of The Faith.

The Bible calls these operatives of the satanic world government-
“SORCERIES!”

It’s literally the same affects of being DRUGGED!

The infiltrated worldviews planted within trending propagandas, ALWAYS FOCUS UPON AN EXTERNAL VARIABLE, in defining an INTERNAL CAUSE & EFFECT!

Thereby, an individual looks to foreign stimuli, INSTEAD of their own spiritual conditions!

This week, Trump takes center stage on the Dr. Oz programmings. The entirety of their agenda was a focus that exactly mirrors the #PinealGland PSYOPS!

http://www.brain-health-news.org/donald/donald-trumpfuse-mo.html

Do we understand yet that the 666 Luciferean One World Religion- is wholly predicated upon demonology that’s cloaked within the premise of physiological & psychological rhetoric?

“Science” is the revised definition of DEMONOLOGY!

BOTTOMLINE-
THE GLOBAL CONSPIRACY IS-
the agenda to pose to the masses, – that their central nervous systems are CONTROLLED by Globatlist forces!

Oh! Tell the Christian that their pineal gland is opened by prayer!

Next-
Tell them that their pineal gland is “Calcified” and needs detoxifications
due to fluoridated or contaminated water supplies.

THE HEGELIAN DIALECT-

THE PROBLEM-

THE REACTION-

THE ORCHESTRATED “SOLUTIONS”-

ARE ALL MANIPULATIONS OF WITCHCRAFTS!

It’s the SAME with “Chemtrails” or with Radiation frequencies!

DO WE SEE THAT IF WE PUT OUR FAITH IN {BY FEARING} THESE GLOBATLIST TRAPS-
THEN WE’LL WHOLLY IGNORE BIBLICAL TRUTH ABOUT THE SPIRITUAL REALMS AND THE REAL SOURCES OF SATANIC OPPRESSION?

While there IS some TRUTH within these REAL scenarios-

TEST THE SPIRITS!

TEST THE FRUITS!

These are ALWAYS an OUTSIDE problem!

These are ALWAYS a world government provocation!

EVERY SNARE OF SATAN IS EXPOSED IN THE HOLY BIBLE!

EVERY DEFENSE!-
AGAINST HIS SOPHISTRY IS GIVEN!

We SHALL overcome by Blood of The Lamb!
By the Word of our Testimony!
And by not loving our lives unto the death!
-WORSHIP GOD!

WORSHIP GOD!- meaning let GOD- be your WHOLE fear and dread!-

The WORLD’s deliberate intention in it’s creation of global conspiracy-
is ULTIMATELY-
the PSYOPS that the SYSTEMS OF THE WORLD CONTROL HUMANITY‼️

THEY LIE!

THEY DO NOT SOVEREIGNLY CONTROL!

The spirit and the fruit of these of MASSIVE ISSUES-
IS 100% SPIRITUAL!

The spirit and the fruits ALWAYS blame an external source for internal spiritual conditions!

It takes away an individual’s power and their authority!
Therefore- it leads to depression!

It leads to UNBELIEFS of God’s SOVEREIGNTY and to ultimate unbeliefs in HIS WORD!

WHO’S REPORT WILL YOU BELIEVE?

Jesus Christ Says that GOD is our Atmosphere! He sits us in Heavenly Places FAR ABOVE all cosmic and alien powers!
It is Written-

“….and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not harm them!”

RECOGNIZE that all of the world’s conspiracies-
create a hopelessness, and they catapult us to live what we BELIEVE- in a Holy, Supernatural FAITH!

“-IF-” we bite the poisonous knowledge, to believe those CONTROLLING SPIRITS-
then it becomes a master!

EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THE PINEAL GLAND PSYOPS- UNDERMINES RELATIONSHIP WITH JESUS CHRIST AND MOCKS REPENTANCES, WHILE OPENING UP OCCULT THEORY!

ULTIMATELY- do we have the Biblical Foundation to only REVERENTIALLY FEAR GOD- and to plead His Precious Blood over our lives and over our loved ones!-??

I’m certain that many will fight the Truth that I’ve spoken here!

I don’t care!

I SEE- this satanic assignment for what it truly is!

All- “Weather Space Events”-
Including ALL that’s environmentally engineered-
are literally Globatlist “Executive Orders”- originating from the CFR’s “Lucis Trust,” specifically generated to MODIFY BEHAVIORS! These are literally a branch of the CIA- MK ULTRA operatives to manipulate humanity behaviors!

The BIBLE Calls this whole mess- WITCHCRAFTS!

Ignorance- creates FEAR!
Fear creates- hatred!

ALL Globatlist’ agendas ultimately- are meant to undermined The FAITH-
They’ve been strategized to form a perception of a Globatlist, Controlling “Master!” Their end-goal is the Hegelian Dialect-
TOWARDS THE ANTICHRIST RELIGION!

THAT’S WHAT’S HAPPENING!!!

On Wicca

In Wicca, there is no Holy Book, no written doctrine, no divine law. The only two ‘laws’ that are traditionally Wiccan, and are considered to be those ideals by which we try to live, are:

1. An it harm none, do what thou wilt.

2. What thou wilt do, will come back three times.

What this means, pure and simple, is that there are no “sins,” such as sexual do’s and don’ts, profanity, etc., AS LONG AS YOU STRIVE FOR AND AS MUCH AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE, ATTEMPT TO BRING HARM ON NO ONE!!!

Ironically, the Church of Satan professes the same beliefs. In fact, one of the leading members of the Church of Satan alleged that America is an absolute “Satanic nation” because of the extent of our freedoms. Nowhere in the world can people get away with as much as American do. Church of Satanists define Satanism as being able to do anything a person wants to do (just so long as no one is getting hurt). The Church of Satan openly professes their belief and allegiance to Satan.

On the other hand, Wiccans deny Satan. Wiccans vehemently deny the existence of a devil. They attribute the term “Satan” as being the sole invention of Christians. Wiccans claim to follow the god of light. Interestingly, “Lucifer” means just that…bearer of light. 2nd Corinthians 11:14 warns us that Satan appears as the “light.”

Howbeit, BOTH Wiccans and Satanists profess the same lack of absolutes within their religions. The Word of God is a Book of ABSOLUTES! God is absolute and unchangeable (Malachi 3:6). Wiccans are greatly angered over the FACT that the Word of God is absolute, whereas they have no absolutes! The Bible is our FINAL AUTHORITY!

The Biblical concepts of sin, evil, wickedness, judgment, and redemption are NOT recognized by the Wiccan religion. Wiccans profess belief in “Karma” (the effects of a person’s actions that determine his destiny in his next incarnation). Wiccans believe in reincarnation. I recently received an e-mail from an angry Wiccan woman (a witch). She bomblasted me for saying that Wiccans don’t have a means of forgiveness within their religion. She specified that she believed in the “karma,” that the life she lives here on earth will determine her happiness in her reincarnated body. She said I had no right to make a moral judgment upon her religion.

The problem is that Wiccans don’t see their wrong doing as “sin.” In fact, Wicca is perfectly acceptant of many practices which the Word of God declares an “abomination unto God.” One such evil practice is homosexuality. Occult doctrines such as Yin-Yang are extremely popular with the homosexual community because of the fact that there are NO absolutes. The TRUTH is that there is no way for Wiccans to deal with sin…because they don’t acknowledge their sins as being sinful in the first place. Since the Witches don’t believe in sin, their entire moral conscience is obliterated (and their minds corrupted). The result is that many sinful activities which are condemned in God’s Word are openly practiced by witches…such as sexual immorality during their occult rituals…

We conceive of the Creative Power in the Universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same creative Power lives in all people, and functions through interaction of the masculine and feminine. We value neither above the other, knowing each to be supportive of the other. We value sexuality as pleasure, as the symbol and embodiment of Life, and as one of the sources of energies used in magickal practice and religious worship. -Principles of Wiccan Belief, Article IV (1974)

The Word of God presents us with the law, which condemns us, and then points us to Christ for salvation (Galatians 3:24, “Wherefore the law was our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ, that we might be justified by faith”). Since the Wiccans don’t recognize God’s law (and have no written law of there own), they have no yardstick by which to measure themselves. How does a witch recognize sin without the measuring stick of God’s law? They cannot! So for a witch to tell me that she is morally obligated to live right for the sake of Karma (her future reincarnate life) is no morality at all.

As I mentioned earlier, Wiccans are openly acceptant of sexual sins which are Biblically prohibited. Witchcraft is infamous for sexual rituals and ceremonial nudity. Anton LaVey, founder of the CHURCH OF SATAN, wrote a book called, The Satanic Witch, in which teaches women how to take advantage of men. The book is pure evil and promotes the sins of feminism and sexual immorality. From researching their own writings and websites, witches are well-known for lesbianism, orgies and sexual licentiousness. No wonder they have such an attraction for the Pagan god, Pan (the world’s foremost sexual pervert).

You can’t just decide for yourself what is right and wrong. The whole reason why God gave us the Old Testament Law was to give us the KNOWLEDGE OF SIN (Romans 3:20, “Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin”). The Apostle Paul said in Romans 7:13 that the Law made his sins EXCEEDING SINFUL! Wiccans have no knowledge of sin because they deliberately reject Christ and His Eternal Word.

Some Wiccans accuse Christians of trying to “scare” people with the Bible. The truth is that the Word of God is an extremely frightening Book to those who would dare reject and disobey it’s COMMANDS. Acts 17:30 reads , “…but now commandeth all men every where to repent.” God commands ALL people to repent of their unbelief and turn to Christ in faith for forgiveness and salvation. Though Wiccans may boast of a “moral” conscience due to concerns over Karma; the truth is that there is nothing “moral” about sexual immorality, using magick, casting spells, making potions, worshipping the moon, homosexuality, astrology, Tarot cards, and other forms of occult practices.

The morality of the witches is NO morality at all. You can’t just decide for yourself what is right and wrong. In effect, each witch becomes their own god, deciding for themselves what they can or cannot do. Thus, the “morals” of each witch varies according to their own personal levels of character and decency. The Bible condemns such wickedness. Our morals could NEVER match up to the standards of God’s Law (Romans 3:23). We have ALL sinned (Romans 3:10). We ALL deserve to die (Romans 6:23). The Wiccans have professed themselves to be wise, but have become fools (Romans 1:22).

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Christian Dating…. Phase 2

After phase 1 I think I started to see what it was I was actually looking for in a girl. Though it was obvious they become a different species when put in a date kind of setting… Believe it or not I get along great with girls otherwise, as friends and nothing more, And I’m perfectly content with that. I think it’s weird to try to be something different actually… The minute I ask to buy them coffee, it’s like a switch flips off in their minds and they become a different person entirely from my first impression. That and I felt a little burnt out picking up girls randomly off the street. This was clearly not working, atleast for the most part. So I took to the internet!

This was where I discovered girls are even more complicated. But atleast they explain everything they expect from a guy on their profiles, and we can chat a bit from a distance before meeting…. right?

So I started chatting with one girl, which fizzled quickly into nothing. Then I chated with another and another… which fizzled into nothing. 

Then I met another girl of which I thought was great. She seemed very smart, she wanted to travel more, we talked about Martin Luther.. She was Lutheran…. So i gave her my number, then we started texting instead of the internet..  She asked for me to take a picture to make sure I was a real person, so I did. She sent pictures of herself too and told me she was fat… Which I just laughed and told her she’s pudgy not fat. And she loved that…. 

The next day I get a call from her mother, asking about why a 29 year old man is texting her 16 year old daughter. She was furious with me, telling me she will track me down and send me to jail as a sexual predator…. So I’m sitting there, knowing I did nothing wrong or illegal, letting her rant and I told her very plainly. Her daughter has a profile that says she is 25. Also I would wager that if she has to track me down, there must be 200 other guys she has to track down so good luck on that – but I suggest you shut your kids internet off. She didn’t respond to nicely to that, but I wasn’t there to make friends, and I hung up… She got a hold of my mother somehow, with threats and accusations to which she got upset… I just told my mom the truth and told her not to worry about it. And that was that, though I would like to know how she got my mother’s number…. 

The Librarian

The next girl I seemed to have hit it off with online was a Librarian. We got to talking about different stuff and things, when the conversation shifted to her explaining to me how “Taxation is Theft”. That’s when my heart stoped and I was thinking I discovered a unicorn that must be caught! Non stop on the phone for several days, she was a very chatty girl and I completely enjoyed our conversations.

She mentioned she would love to see a Wicked on Broadway…. And that’s when I was like OMG I can get free tickets to wicked and it’s only an hour drive from her place… She didn’t live in (Buffalo, Ny btw and I was staying in Allentown, PA)…. Remember earlier I had said, the minute you ask a girl to buy her coffee a switch goes off and she becomes a different species…. For the first time, after several days she got very weird. Made up all kinds of excuses, then told me this isnt how marrying a man is supposed to be. I’m supposed to take her out to coffee first. And that Broadway plays are a 4th date kind of thing and I’m rushing things. Broadway play isn’t really a place to get to know each other she says… So I told her, well I have no problem with coffee – but we’ve been talking for several days now, I think we can skip some of the formalities of getting to know each other. Perhaps coffee at the zoo then, we can talk while looking at the animals and scenery – we could get to know each other there probably better then Broadway… Nope, it’s not part of the schedual and I’m an asshole – fine whatever. 

The next online girl was…. interesting 

The next week, I met another girl whom I thought was great. She seemed to love  talking about different things, including taxation being theft and about indirect taxation…. Which was great! Another unicorn, wow!

So I just gave her my number and we started texting and calling on and off. She was into ASMR so I watched some of her videos on YouTube. I was like OMG that’s really amazing. And I found out I’m one of the rare people who gets tingles from certain sounds…. (there is a whole other thing to explain with this subject)… But anyway, she invited me over to do asmr in person instead of videos…. At first I thought this was some kind of weird kinky sex thing. And yet I could see it was something else entirely…. So I went along with this. I did not ask to buy her coffee this time, I believe this is where I started to catch on to how girls operate…. Just let her lead was now my plan. 

So I get there and we do ASMR on each other all night long. It was probably the best date that ever happened to me. She said she couldn’t believe I was a virgin at this because I gave her major tingles- And the entire time she was quivering. Then she says since its getting warmer why don’t we go to this nudist camp nearby, just don’t expect to have sex… Now I’m a Christian, a very devout Christian but also a very flamboyant person – I reasoned with myself first (no sex being involved) and said sure let’s go! 

We get to the nudist camp, strip down and start hiking in the woods with only flip flops. She starts skipping, I started skipping. Then we found a stall that sells  body paint made from flowers and berries…. She wanted to do it, so I bought a kit. We began painting each other to look tribal… Then I found a spot in the woods and asked if she wanted to build a grass hut. She loved the idea, though I did most of the work… (It was a handsome, sturdy hut of quality workmanship and of course German ingenuity). She ended up makeing flower hats whilst I build our home in the woods. At the end of the day we sat around the camp fire, while I played the ukele I brought while she roasted marshmallows 🙂 we were smiling and laughing everything was great and then we went to bed. 

So it was a perfectly normal and wonderful hippy dating experience. We both thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. Though it did get cold and we had to get cloths back on…. More importantly, there was no sex. I was spooning her in oir hut All the while, I was thinking I could easily fall in love with this girl. She is everything I ever wanted, though I wasn’t sure if she was Christian. She was excellent at evading the subjects of religion and politics.

We awoke from our grass hut and went back to her place, where She wanted to do more ASMR. It started in a chair, but we took it the bed…. It was just easier to lay down, and we both agreed sex wasn’t going to happen… After going to a nudist camp and painting each other naked, we thought it’s safe to say by now that we can trust each other’s hormones…. And that’s where we did asmr on each other….

My conscience about asmr and what we were doing was bothering me the whole time I was seeing her…. It’s just, she described it as “mental orgasms”. Also the tingle feelings were supposed to be therapeutic yet from what I saw on the internet, there was definitely a pornographic weird sex thing side to this… but also a thereputic non sexual side- not knowing much about it really or seeing a difference, and the way I made her legs shake… I just felt like I have sinned somehow and couldn’t put my finger on it. Yet I didn’t see anything in scripture to suggest that I did. Soooo whatever, Never mind all of that, this girl was AMAZING!! 

So we made each other tingle in bed through the morning over coffee. And I over looked the fact her legs were quivering the whole time. She certainly had the same effect on me but it was then I noticed I ejaculated…. And my conscience began to bother me again while she grabbed a towel for it. I apologized and laughed, and I was embarrassed that it happened, and apologized again.. She on the other hand seemed to think it was perfectly normal. I confess, It was the most amazing sexual experience of my life. Yet I was amazed, she didn’t put a single finger on me to erouse it. I felt like a kid who just lost his virginity. Both pleased and guilty, and completely infatuated with this amazing creature. 

Every day for a week I stopped over and we whispered into each others ear, followed by coffee…. untill the end that is…. 

She whispered into my ear something Babylonian, of which I used to teach at the Theosophical Society…. (those who read ‘My Road to Christ’ – should know I was a teacher there). So I stoped her and ask where she learned this. She told me from a special course at theosophical society many years ago…. “I taught that course!”. I said. She said she knew that but wasn’t sure I remembered her… to be fair I didn’t, the room was always dark and there were 30 people in there at a time always coming and going anyway… I’m glad she seemed to understand why I didn’t recognize her… but I told her that I was Christian now. So she asked, how did this happen – and I told her the entire story, as she just listened….

When I was done, and I explained that Jesus gave me everything I have and I owe even my life to him. She said, every religion is good and everyone goes to heaven….. This little statement is what spiraled our conversation quickly into a whole new discussion. I found out she was a regular at Lily Dale, she often practiced witch craft- and asmr was her way of luring men as she invoked the spirit of the siren…. With some of the things she had to say that wouldn’t make sense to a normal christian – Suddenly, a lot of things from my neo-pagan past came back to me. I knew exactly what she was doing, I knew I had also fallen under a spell… 

So now with religion out of the bag… I can not marry a neo pagan as a Christian, and I can’t force her to convert anymore then she seemed inclined to. At the same time I felt slightly violated, and it suddenly occured to me that everything about this was wrong and would never work. It was about then we began arguing over me being chritian because I was brainwashed and according to her “lacked knowledge”…
I left angry and slightly heart broken, and yet reminded the world is a cruel place. Then I prayed that God would forgive me – And to protect me from girls like this. 

That’s the end of her 

After this experience I’ve met a few other girls online sorta off and on. But I kinda felt like they are all the same. After this last one I’m really not interested. I have resolved a new strategy, that is to stop looking and let her come to me on God’s timing. Anything other seems to just lead to convivilaity. I’m still talking with the aquarium girl from the last article on this on and off – I just don’t expect it to go anywhere, but leaving the door open anyway. 

I shouldn’t have gone online. I met other girls on there not mentioned, that seemed nice. Yet, otherwise they’re not interested in me. In a way I kind of feel like they’re just jerking my chain of which I have little patience with so I just won’t bother. 

Mainly I think the trouble I have with dating is I have taken a secular approach to it, instead of a Christian one. Everything I have done is what I was always told in how adults date each other. In addition There is a whole science of compatibility involved that seems to get in the way more often then not. Followed by a generalized script and procedure involved… And sure when I finally went off the script and procedure I actually got alot further with it, and even then my heart was crushed over a fling.

Dating in modern times seems to be, you have to have sex with each other on the first date or it won’t go any further then that… of which I can not and will not do. (ASMR is now considered sex in my mind). So if I never get married because of it, fine with me. I’ll marry my PlayStation instead. 

Christian Dating… phase I

Since I became Christian about 5 years ago I have enjoyed the single life and with that of course celibacy. In that, I think I have gotten very comfortable being single. I did not realize how much so until I decided to start dating again these past couple months. So, as a writer I’m just going to talk about my experience. 

First Girl

The first girl I met at the grocery store. I just made small talk with her about organic smoothies. She seemed interested so then I asked her if she was up to go to a juice bar. Of a truth I was well outside my comfort zone, but I just acted like it was the most normal thing in the world to pick up a girl. I figured this wouldn’t go anywhere anyway, but it’s a practice run so what the heck. To my surprise she said yes and asked if I could drop her off at her house first to put away groceries. Sure, why not….

 That’s when I discovered she was a slut, and I was a celibate Christian man. I was driving and talking, when she reached over to my ‘stick shift’. She told me then, we don’t have to go to the juice bar and that she feels like getting naked at her place. I was offended, but I just maintained composure and stoped talking. Took her to her house, and as a gentleman I carried in her groceries, then left her. 

Second Girl

Second girl I found online. She had nothing to do today, so I asked her if she wouldn’t mind coffee. So we met at spot coffee. I bought our drinks and food of course being a gentleman. As we started talking she pulled out her phone and looked at my profile…. At this point I kinda felt as if I were in a job interview while she reviewed my application. She asked me about this or that on my profile and I gave her answers of course. Though this was unusual, i thought i was doing good so far. Then she came to “Taxation is Theft” and asked about it as if it were a bad thing. So I explained to her how she is the owner the product of her labour, and how the government views her as their property- and therefore entitled to the product of her labour- so really taxation isn’t just theft it’s also slavery. She looked at me shocked and stunned, completely mortified even… I was a little bit surprised with her reaction, I only ever talk to people who think taxation is theft, she is the first person in a long time who ever said to my face; “Taxation isn’t theft and I’m weird”…. So I was like, whatever, I’ll just get my food to go then and left. 

Third Girl

The next girl I met at a pet store. She loved fish, and – if you can’t tell by the name of my blog site (I’m big on fish tanks too). She had 15 aquariums at home, to which I was amazed. I had to see this for myself, so I invited my self over, and she was thrilled at the idea of showing them off. Sure enough she had a house full of fish tanks, and she was telling me all about the different systems she set up as I marveled at her extreme nerdyness. When I was done with the tour I asked her if she would like to go to the aquarium in Baltimore with me. She was very excited about the idea, though it was a 7 hour drive…. 

In my mind a 7 hour drive isn’t that far, and here is where I realized I’ve been single doing my own thing way too long. I kind of thought it’s a great way to get to know someone… I almost forgot, Normal people don’t like to drive 7 hours to places, who knew right…  However that’s about where I lost her. 

She seemed like she wanted to go out with me, so we talked about different places instead that were closer. On on hand i could she was a very indescive person, on the other hand I could see this conversation spiraling into nothing – so I just put it out there to the bottom line; “Just pick anywhere you would like to go, and I’ll pay for it.” – Now what is wrong with that? Make it tommorrow or the next day, whatever and whenever is fine with me. So she gave me her number and said she will get back to me as she sent me on my way. 

I waited a few days and texted her, and we are still chating on and off…. This girl will make an appearance again in Phase 2 😉 

Fourth Girl

So then I went to a different church that had a coffee chit chat time. And I found a nice girl there, atleast I thought. She seemed to be a bit more flamboyant then most church girls, so I asked her if she ever went to Church in a Pub. She never heard of it, so I explained it’s like a bible study but at a pub. There is a pastor who does it downtown at pearl street brewery. She said well, it’s beer though and she didn’t want to become an alcoholic – and that I’m going to hell because I’m involved with it…. Well I’m not involved with it, I just heard of it and otherwise didn’t have an excuse to go… BUT anyway, she then proceeded to explain to me that alcohol is inherently satanic and anyone who drinks it deserves to go to hell…. In my mind, I was thinking Jesus first miracle was turning water into wine- and everything she was saying may as well be blah blah blah… despite this i asked if she wanted to go out for coffee instead. Sure – great, and off we went to the coffee shop. 

It seemed the foundation was already laid and not going to go anywhere. The flamboyant little doll I had met, suddenly became an evil church lady – picking me apart and analyzing all my sins. And she had only just met me…. Being christian I just told her that Indeed I have many sins, vod knkws all of them – however I am very devoted to my relationship with him, and scripture says he will take me anyway as I am. She got angry and said something, which I completely ignored- and I told her Thankfully my salvation is not contingent on her approval, that’s when I got up and left before she had a chance to say anything. 

Fifth Girl

Then I met another girl online, she loved animals and things, so I told her I have tickets to the zoo tommorrow, I was going to go with a friend but he cancelled… (yes this was a lie, but anyway). She liked the idea and we agreed to meet up. I showed up early so I could buy 2 tickets before she got there. So we get into the zoo, look around and talked about different things. Then I went to the bathroom… She snuck in to the men’s room, came from behind and grabbed my crotch as I was peeing. Again my first instinct was of course sure, let’s do this in the bathroom At the zoo! Then I remembered myself, pushed her back and left. 

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 Phase 1 complete

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All of that was just about my first week or so picking up girls… I figured, I don’t seem to have a problem getting girls at all. It’s getting one for longer then one day that’s a problem…. So I think my mistake was rolling them out on a conveyer belt, and perhaps rushing things, whilst trying to follow a standardized procedure. At the same time, I don’t think it was a mistake – it was just practice dating anyway. Getting my feet wet and testing the market of what I was dealing with in this war zone…. And indeed, it’s a war zone as I discovered in the next phase.  

Continue to Phase 2

Christianity vs. Statism 

Taken from unnamed facebook writer. 
The overall scriptural narrative is anti-imperial. The “great” kings like Pharaoh and others are foils to show the true greatness of God. In 1 Samuel 8, the people ask for a human king, and god sees this as a disaster, as being opposed to his own kingship.  At best, governments are a mere concession on God’s part to humans.
As John Howard Yoder points out, even in the temptations of Jesus (Matt. 4:1-11, Luke 4:1-13) indicate a rejection of worldly power.  The third temptation of Christ is “the kingdoms of the world and their splendor,” which Satan can give Jesus if he pays obeisance to Satan. Satan is considered “the Prince [ruler] of this world” and is quite sincere in his offer, and Jesus, who is the messiah, did not brush it off as impossible. But Jesus seems to understand that the kingdoms of this world do belong to Satan, and his followers should not think otherwise. Furthermore, the theme of Babylon as an evil state under the influence of Satan permeates the book of Revelation. In Revelation 18:4, for instance, God exhorts His church to “come out of her [Babylon], my people, so that you will not share in her sins, so that you will not receive any of her plagues.”
The differences between the kingdom of man and the Kingdom of God is fundamental to understand. Indeed, this is the biggest mistake made throughout history. Theologians like John Howard Yoder call this problem “Constantinianism” in which the legitimized church gets entangled with the state, or embraces a “Christendom” that ultimately falls into the pattern of the world rather than be molded by Christ. This is not to say that Jesus is not at all “political,” and only focused on the spiritual (not stuff of life and resources here on earth). Just the opposite. Jesus is a King bringing forth the kingdom of God. So, the kingdom of God was itself, and remained, a thoroughly political concept. Jesus’ death was a thoroughly political event, and the existence and growth of the early church was a matter of community-building, in conflict politically, often enough, with other communities. 
 But Jesus explicitly says that, “My kingdom is not from this world… my kingdom is not from here” (John 18:36). The “rules of the kingdom” as explained in the Sermon on the Mount are unlike any sort of state laws that have ever existed. Furthermore, it is not the job of the Christian to use physical force to bring about his kingdom, but rather to “seek first his kingdom and his righteousness” (Matt. 6:33). The kingdoms of man are founded upon power and violence, but the Kingdom of God is founded upon humility (Matt. 18:4), service (Matt. 20:26), and love (John 13:35). While we cannot help being entangled with/in states in this world, we are reminded once again that “our citizenship is in heaven” (Philippians 3:20).
The difference between the kingdom of God and the kingdom of the world comes down to the kind of power they trust. The kingdoms of the world place their trust in whatever coercive power they can exercise over others. We can think of this kind of power as the power of the “sword” (and that is the language of Romans 13 as well). In contrast, the kingdom of God refuses to use coercive power over people, choosing instead to rely exclusively on whatever power it can exercise under people. This is the transforming power of humble, self-sacrificial, Christlike love. Exercising power under others is about impacting people’s lives by serving them, sacrificing for them, and even be sacrificed by them while refusing to retaliate, as Jesus did. We can think of this kind of power as the power of the cross, for the cross is the purest expression of humble servant-like, self-sacrificial love. 
While the kingdom is in a sort of opposition to the nations, this doesn’t mean kingdom people are always to be law breakers. When laws conflict with the rule of God, of course, they must break them (Ac 5:39). But otherwise they are naturally to go along with them, for not doing so would unnecessarily get in the way of our call to build the kingdom. But we submit to laws not because they have ultimate “authority” over us, but primarily because we submit to God. This brings us to Romans 13 (and Titus 3:1-3, 1 Timothy 2:1-3, and 1 Peter 2:11-17).
Most importantly, Romans 13 must be read in conjunction with the verses that immediately precede it.  In this case, Romans 12:17-21. There are no chapter markers in the original text, and it only makes sense as a single unit. Scholars (again see Yoder for details) see the parallel structure in the language itself as impossible to be coincidentalI. In these passages Paul tells kingdom people they are to love and serve their enemies and never exact vengeance on them. Rather, we are to leave all judgment to God. Then, beginning in Romans 13, Paul tells us one of the ways God exacts vengeance on people: he uses governments. So God uses governments, as he finds them, to do the very thing he has just forbidden kingdom people to do. The passage thus shows not that Christians have a responsibility to participate in government, but that we have an obligation not to participate when it does things we as kingdom people are forbidden to do (like using violence against wrongdoers).
Verse 1 of Romans 13 says that state authorities are instituted by God. Paul’s primary message for Christians, however, is not that states are specially instituted in the same way as the family and church, but rather that the state is not operating outside of the plans of God. In this sense, the state is divinely instituted in the same way that Satan is divinely instituted. God is not surprised when states act the way they do. As noted specifically in the Gospels, the state is understood throughout Scripture as being intimately tied to Satan and his kingdom, and patently opposed to the kingdom of God. The state’s status within God’s ultimate plan does not legitimize the evil the state commits.
Submission to civil government, then, is always qualified. The command is to obey in general, but sometimes we will disobey public policy because of personal and Scriptural conviction. Christians are to obey most policy whenever directly requested to do so, but ensuring active compliance with every public policy is unnecessary. All submission is directed at being expedient and practical toward men and glorifying toward God.
Verses 2-4 indicate that if you irritate the state then you will face wrath, but if you behave in the way the state wants then they will be pleased. At many points, what the state defines as good and evil may be very much opposed to what God defines as good and evil. But what Paul is telling the believers in Rome is that if they do something that the Roman government defines as evil then they will likely be punished for it. We cannot overly abstract this verse from its cultural context and make it an absolute requirement on all cultures at all times. To do so would be to put Christians under a great bondage to bad public policy. There is no compelling reason to think that Paul was deliberately writing about any particular rulers other than those in the first century Roman Empire.
Paul knew full well the power of Nero and the potential harm he could cause to Christians in Rome via the common term of the times for such state power, “the sword.” He does not want believers to be persecuted for anything other than the name of Christ and what he stands for. Paul reminds the Roman Christians, though, that even the dreadful power of the state is not outside the power of God. His message to them is the same as Romans 8:28, that “all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.” Even the state or enemies can indeed be a means of sanctification for the Lord’s church.

Verses 5-7 expand upon the reasons for submitting and include practical ways the Roman Christians were to respond to Paul’s message. The reason we must submit to government is to avoid wrath or worrying about being harmed by the state authority. God does not want us to be entangled with the affairs of this world to the point where such involvement detracts from our primary mission. The believers were concerned that the Roman state would find a legal reason to persecute them.  Paul also says to submit to paying taxes for the same reason: avoiding state wrath in order to live for God, and be seen as good by others. 
The fact that Paul needs to stress the need for civil obedience itself tells fairly strongly, if paradoxically, in favor of this basic Christian Anarchist  anti-power-over perspective. It implies that, without some such restraining counsel, some might have heard Paul’s teaching to imply that the church was to become a Christian version of the Jewish zealots, owing allegiance to no one except God and therefore under obligation to rebel violently against human rulers, and to refuse to pay taxes. The paragraph can therefore be seen, not as evidence that Paul would not have been saying anything subversive, but that he had been, and now needed to make clear what this did, and particularly what it did not mean. It did not mean for the church taking up “the sword” themselves.
For Paul to even say that the ruler is answerable to God is itself a Jewish point over against pagan ruler-cult. Caesar did not, normally, owe allegiance to anyone except himself, and perhaps, though at a surface level, the traditional Roman gods. Paul declares, with massive Jewish tradition behind him, that Caesar is in fact responsible to the true God, whether or not he knows it. This is an undermining of pagan totalitarianism, not a reinforcement of it. 
Paul wants the Roman Christians to live appropriately in the tension between present and future. This does not mean, as Paul’s own example bears out, that one must be politically totally compliant or repressed until the final reappearing of Jesus. Preaching and living the gospel must always mean announcing and following Jesus, rather than Caesar, as the true Lord. But the eschatological balance must be kept. The church must live as a sign of the coming complete kingdom of Jesus Christ; but since that kingdom is characterized by peace, love and joy it cannot be inaugurated in the present by chaos, hatred and anger.
Romans 13 is not an abstract, blanket statement that requires submission to all state laws, in all places, for all circumstances, at all times. Nor is it a prescription for what particular form of government is sanctioned by God or for how states should act. The historical context and wording requires us to be careful when making pronouncements about what a Christian’s submission to the state looks like. 
Any Christian obedience to government is for the purpose of expedient peaceful living and bringing no dishonor to the name of Christ. It is part of enemy love as is explicitly clear from Romans 12. But we are not obligated to follow every jot of public policy. Moreover, we are not supposed to follow any law that goes against the law of God. If we are to be persecuted, it should be for the name of Christ and what he stands for, not for refusing to follow some random law when directly threatened by state action. Romans 13 is part of a radical message of an alternative way of living, even among the world at odds with the ways of the church. It is not a ticket to fall into the historical disastrous anti-gospel attempts at Christendom within the Constantinian paradigm.

Why I am not against the Communist Christians

I have a christian anarchist group which is compiled of every kind of anarchist. Naturally with mixed company, people are bound to disagree – some so fervently they exile it altogether.In this group there is maybe 2 or 3 communists who actually post something against capitalism. Out of, oh 2000 anarch-capitalists I’m probably of the handful of who posts something about how great capitalism is…. Yet 2000 people get all riled up about how there’s communists in the group.

I’ve spoken with the communists about their views. Of course, they were all to happy to explain themselves. With consideration and respect I can’t help at disagree of course myself. However I can see very plainly they carry the spirit of christ about as much as the capitalists and therefore they are my brothers/sisters regardless. I am very much a capitalist, But I am first and foremost christian. Here’s the the bottom line of what I know for an absolute fact. Neither type of anarchy, communism or capitalism, will prevail in this world anyway – Scripture guarantees it, It’s almost a pointless argument.

We as Christians are here to wait for christ to rip down all of earth’s kingdoms and establish his millennial kingdom. In the meantime, we are like the Jews wondering in the wilderness. Frankly, what that entails, I’d like to think its a capitalist kingdom, but I’m open to being proven wrong. Until that day we all find out for sure, excuse me if I’m more interested in talking about the gospel.

Yes actually communism can work in millennial kingdom.

Oh sure, communism has failed miserably in times past. However it can not be ignored, scripture promises us each a mansion to be given to us. We will never thirst or hunger – so we can look past the possibility of bread lines. Jesus will be king of the kingdom – in itself makes ‘Christian Anarchism’ an oxymoron. Certainly, communism has failed in a imperfect world, but christ promises us he will make a perfect world.

….Then again, all of this can equally be achieved via capitalism. Yes labor has been exploited even under the name “Free Market”.  Certainly, corporations have and can replace the state – in fact the current president of America views the state as such a corporation that needs to be more efficient. Just as the communists so often contend, there is flaws in capitalism as well, though this is neo-conservativism/liberalism not anarch capitalism…. Again we are in a imperfect world. Capitalism can be perfected in Christ kingdom as it has just as much failed as communism in many regards. There are even things to be doubtful of Ludwig Von Mises’s presented model. The problem both sides know and fear is that, authority always has a way of centralizing itself. Whether socialist or capitalist – this is central to our dilemma.

Who knows – maybe we’ll find out the Anarch-Primitives had it right this whole time and were all wrong…

Since I’m thinking about Moses…

With that said, I’m reminded of something Moses said to the Israelite’s. After he discovered they were worshiping the golden cow. They broke out in argument with each other and immediately began splitting up. Those who wanted to follow the cow, and those who wanted to wonder around with Moses.

Moses shouted to the people who stood by him:

“Lay Them Waste

And they slathered those who wanted to follow the cow….

I look at the members in my Facebook group who want to leave, just because there’s 2 or 3  communists who posted about communism or capitialist said this and that. I can’t help at wonder if this would be the same reaction if Jesus said when he establishes his kingdom “We’re going to be a communist society”.  Yet I should say the same for the communists who get themselves in a uproar over the capitalist out come…. My heart would be grieved if christ gave me just such an order as Moses on that day – that I should have to boot a person out of his kingdom just over economic policy. Though, I don’t think it will come to that.

The last fact is, both of these ideas are man made and founded entirely by unashamed and fervent Athiests. Karl Marx, David Gaeber, Ayn Rand, Ludwig Mises – all of them made it no secrete they despise Christianity. Why were even listening to them is hypocrisy in of it self. Neither capitalist or communist knows what to expect when Christ’s kingdom comes, we can only follow in Christ’s general direction as far as ideals. We ourselves are not going to be the authors of his constitution – and I’m fairly sure he has something entirely different in mind.

Stop your bickering and just promote what you believe, not complain about what you disagree with in the meantime. My fellow capitalists I am ashamed in how sensitive you can be considering your the majority anyway :-/